Kick in the teeth.
Sometimes Change catches you in strange ways. The world moves on, people move on, and when you realise it, it leaves a sick feeling in your gut. Like a kick in the teeth, like a cold fever burning inside you, like the biggest adrenaline hit that has nowhere to go but to turn sour inside the pit of your stomach and to shiver its way out in a cold sweat. When latent possibilities are aborted like unbirthed futures, when all the could-have-beens that you knew were lost, but cherished in some secret cave of your soul anyway, when these things that have made you who you are Change, it rocks you to the foundation of your being. Have just been hit by one such unpleasant revelation. Can’t say I care for it.
October 27th, 2009 at 12:39 pm
Wish I’d written that. Although being 100% less eloquent I’d probably just have put ‘Everything’s shit’.
October 27th, 2009 at 6:38 pm
Think I like your way of writing better. What’s happened to your blog? I miss it.
October 27th, 2009 at 6:57 pm
Me too. My head is full of garbage and the bin men haven’t turned up. I shall put setting up a new one on my to do list. And there’s nothing else on there so it should happen soon!
October 27th, 2009 at 7:31 pm
http://continodisco.blog.com/
You’re the first in the know
October 28th, 2009 at 5:47 pm
Lies, you already have comments. But appreciate the sentiment all the same. Have updated the link to you in the Blog Roll. Expect all kinds of underwear and political spam.